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Porn Detox, taking a break from watching Porn having a little Porn Detox.

So this post is really a test or challenge to see if you or i can take a break from watching all this Porn that the net has too offer. I would like this to be a 30 day challenge but then maybe it should be longer or shorter or even a cease of watching Porn for ever. I have been reading the forums over at Thunders Place and it was enlightening to find that most of the guys broke around day 8 when they were going crazy due to the hormones.

There was one Guy who likend Porn to being sat in the corner of a room jerkin while a random couple had sex, then getting up and sitting right next to the guys balls to get a closer look. kinda like the extreem close ups that most porn has now. So your looking but the only thing you are feeling is a mans hand (your hand) on your johnson.

So porn, too much porn, too many hours watching it and getting all hyped up and junked up on the feelings and chemicals of viewing it. Too much time just sitting pounding over the hottest girls being pounded hardcore by jocks and studs and other people.  The imagination being flooded and overrun by other people fucking and the addictive dopamine realeases that clicking on SimpleFucks.com or Cams.com realease. These are controlled doeses of these addictive chemicals as they are able to be made from just viewing girls moaning and pushing hard down on a dick. Your body and mind probably gave you a little bit of a buzz just from that little discription of a cheer leader lifting her skirt to show a little shaven pink pussy. You Just did didnt you!

Stop.I think there has been too much of this arousal and computer injected profantity for too many years now, i think that Porn on the Net is running riot over our emotions , our brain chemistry and how we live our lives. Like too much bad food , too much fat and sugar although it tastes Soooo good and we crave it , we really know that the fast food (Porn) is building up to some problems. Just like stuffing myself with all the gangbangs, squirters, big cock, milf, fucks fests and pov dp bj’s i can say that after 5 years ive probly got to go on a diet, a fast or a detox of some kind from this world of porn and adult entertainment. Im getting a little chubby  from all these all you can eat buffets.  

I did attempt to do this before and i fell apart in stages. i wrote a diary to just log what happened , i lasted 8 days before viewing porn, then it was down hill from there. Finally broke on day 13 when just had to have a session over fisting teen lesbians. When you havent wathced Porn for a while you start to find your fix in other places, i was looking on sites that just showed photos of attractive girls and models, when you do crack it all looks too good to be true. This was once again using my computer to administer a controlled fix. I wasnt looking at Porn but my Horney mind was still wanting a little sugar so i was giving in to it even before day 8.

So this time its a marathon and no giving in to even the slightest use of my computer for a fix of Porn or girls, if i wanna see them im leaving the house!!. If im feeling crazy im going to the gym!

Porn detox rules >>> Stop using media to get a fix of sex porn and women. Break the link between logging on then getting it on! Stop being a voyer to other people screwing . Learn to controll myself and viewing habbits. Build a healthy life with the people around me and stop spending so much time alone, with my oriantal bukakke tit fuckers. Go for as long as possible or stop it forever.

From what ive read most people have found it a positive experinace and have made new relationships, been much more motivated and in tune with thier own imagination and drives. Some people have changed and have become sucsessful.

This isnt about not thinking about sex or having sex, its about stop going crazy with your computer and desk .

Having a detox from leaving a cream pie across your keyboard.

So if your in on a little detox and you wanna see what happens when you get Porn out of your system, drop a comment below, could use some inspiration …… I know im going to be a crazy dude in about a weeks time!

Using Dreams to Trick me back to sleep

For a long time i have been working on getting up when the alarm clock sounds and starting my day straight away. And this was going really well my trick was to set the alarm an hour or two before i wanted to wake up, so i wake up when the alarm goes off and i can get a drink and remind myself that i will be waking up in an hours time, so i still got to enjoy an hour of snoozing but still getting up on time. But recently my mind has figured out a new trick for me turning off my alarm and going back to sleep for another 2-3 hours .

What will happen around the time i will be needing to wake up i will have an extremely vivid dream almost lucid, and in the dream a huge event or story will begin to unfold, one where there is a epic battle or situation that i am in, then i will wake up. At which point my self talk and sleepiness will beg me to go back to sleep to find out what happened next in the dream. I am creating dreams that need an ending so when i wake up i need to go back to sleep to try and find out what happens next. The funny thing is the next dream is never the same as the previous one, as i try to will the dream to continue by remembering and replaying parts of the dream i just can not get the story to take off from where i left. So i fall asleep and keep willing myself to fall asleep so that i can finish the dream and see the ending or consequence.

 This is the trick because the ending doesn’t really matter i could always think of what happened next when i am awake as its my own story telling imagination that has made this tale so far. 

 I really enjoy dreams even the ones where i feel pain or fear , these little moments of life are as real as to the extent you can perceive them. As they are my own personal unique experience that only i can see and feel each night i am always surprised at the detail and complexity of the dreams. I always remember a dream where i was sitting in a car while two other people freestyle and rhymed lyrics together, i always remember that i was truly amazed at the skill and use of language. But at the same time, as this was my dream it would have been myself creating those two characters and putting the words in their mouths. So it was a part of my self and my own intelligence that was freestyling, which means i must have the skill inside on a deep level in some part of my mind that i don’t always access during conscious thought.

 I am always trying to learn and see more what visions i have during sleep as i cannot ignore these hours of my life just because i am asleep.