Oh my god, i feel depressed. Not got any happiness to use today, just feel down. Maybe its tiredness. Or maybe its somthing else. how come i feel so pesimistic, its bad and its been with me all day a deep pessimism thats a cynisism a dark envey and along drawn out sigh of unhappiness. I wouldnt be wrting this if i didnt feel like this. I write happy stuff when im happy and motivated ideas when im motivated. People say i didnt take the oppertuninty if i wanted to take the oppertunity i would have jumped at the chance. If i need to think and ponder to long about such an action , then its probly not what i want. This dinner party situation put me in to a depression. Mate a simple request has knocked me down and made me depressed. maybe a little social axiety that im feeling. haa dunno. Maybe the realism that my life does revolve around work is the sad fact. I would just want to leave work at work and have my own free time to have my personal freedom. I dont want to be sat around your house. It is not what im in to. what is wrong with the uk how come it is so hard to get products like trainers imported , we ship over oranges and mellons but to get hold of some Nike free’s or vibram five fingers is impossible everyware is sold out and in womens models or just weird sizes.. must be needing some rest and time to recover. later

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